lost planet

I feel as if Im in a movie where every other life form has perished leaving me alone on the planet.When I write I kinda feel as if Im talking to myself [possibly I am] theres NO sign of any one else out here.Right about now I have to wonder why Im doing it ???
Realistically I am or must be truly bored.How is that possible you may ask? Life is or can be very cruel I am living with 5 people at the moment, boredom shouldnt exist. I really feel like Ive no longer got a purpose,no way to move on from here. I guess I get on here hoping that I will find a place for myself,I dont and that just leads to more of the blues.I used to know where I belonged but dont anymore, its very hard to deal with.
Too old for starting at the beginning well shit basically Im lost and dont see an end to it at all.No one understands either unless you have been in my place.Well so much for my dilemma I give up.

yoo hoo!!! anybody out there???

I think my sis is and has been jealous of my nephews girlfriend. The pic of the dog lady that said donna is a bitch whore kind of gave it away.To me its crazy this hate thing they have going. I feel donna thinks of sis as a threat to her relationship with her son.They are both mean ugly rude ,more to each other.
Its just about scary too.The backbiting is unreal, makes me cringe! Their like 2 little rats protecting their cheese from each other fearful they will lose it.Well Sherrard is in bad need of rehab for sure he stole his grandbabies ba, ba today!!!! and disapeared. After he stole his parents car! hes 46 years old [yea] I just shake my head and roll my eyes.I cant help it.
My sis has no respect or consideration others she will come over and paint some craft thing wearing my clothes or donnas and get paint all over .Then she acts like no big deal. It pisses me off when you loan out your cell for a while and when you call they dont answer!!